Mina funderligar om samhälle, kultur och livsfrågor

På sin kammare tänker man alltid klarast. Där löser man problem och hittar förklaringar på de gåtor som gäckat mänskligheten i århundraden. Jag ser det som egoistiskt att inte delar min världsbild med andra. Här finns inlägg från 2013 och framåt.

  • Dagny Carlsson, an inspiring life

    Dagny Carlsson have now died at an age of 109 years, and she did not allow the last years to be the worst years of her life but made them perhaps to the best. The last 10 years seem to have been characterized by both joy and curiosity. Perhaps she came to the realization that there was no longer anything to lose, the worst thing that could happen was that she died and that she would certainly do anyway soon. 

    Dagny Carlsson been almost 50 years older than I am today. But I already feel old and that it’s too late to try to do something ”meaningful” with my life. Instead of thinking ahead, I often fall back thinking about crucial factors and the moments in my childhood that shaped me into who I am and what my life might have looked like if things had been different. What if I had a belief in myself from the beginning and that I could choose my own path through life instead of just gratefully receiving what has been offered with a feeling that I am not worth this.

    But maybe I have 50 years to live, 50 years left to choose my own path. 50 exciting and interesting years, meaningless overall, but still… I can’t allow it to be 50 years of just waiting for the end. Or maybe not… Today, the media reported that the rock band FOO Fighters drummer, Taylor Hawkins, has died. He was only 50 years old. There is no room to wait to start living. The perspective must be that I will live for another 50 years but that I can die tomorrow. A very difficult balancing act.

  • James Webbs discoverys

    On Christmas Day last year (2021), I sat in front of my computer and watched the Ariane-5 rocket lift the new space telescope, James Webb, up into the sky. My biggest concern at the time was that something would happen to the rocket that would destroy this, perhaps the most exciting, journey for humanity. But everything went well, and the James Webb telescope will start delivering a new image of the universe in the summer of 2022, when it is cooled and pre-calibrated. Perhaps we will understand how the universe was created? Perhaps we will be able to observe traces of life out in the universe? Perhaps we will be able to see planets around other stars? Perhaps we will see something completely unexpected, something we not have even been able to imagine so far?

    The summer of 2022 could be one of the great moments in human history. But what happened? A murderer and successful thief, with nuclear weapons in his hand, decides to invade his neighboring country with disastrous consequences as a result, both from a human point of view for the population of the attacked country but also maybe from a more existential perspective. We may never be able to see the answers of the mysteries of the universe that now soon are within our reach. Perhaps the answers will remain out there, far beyond the moon’s orbit around the Earth, inaccessible to humanity.    

    What if the answers remain out there just because of that a coward dictator would rather sacrifice humanity than be deposed, exposed as a criminal and humiliated, or maybe executed? What if we end up being ”almost there” and, at the height of human civilization, being replaced by another species, maybe the octopuses, just as the mammals once replaced the dinosaurs?              

  • This is the End

    There cannot be a meaning of life, there cannot be a goal in existence, there cannot be a purpose to the world. No fantasy or dream can create a meaning, a goal, or a purpose, but we never stop searching because the search keeps us alive. 

    How can anyone see meaning in atrocities and wars, how can anyone see meaning in cruelty? How can anyone see the meaning in eternal life when eternal life should become an eternal punishment?

    The fact is, the earth and even the universe will perish, no trace will consist of us, our existence or a good.  

    A person’s life is unpredictably short. Without us noticing, it’s over, I can only see the end of others. Every second is one second closer to the end, every second is a lost second. But what I do with my seconds doesn’t matter as every second is just as meaningless or meaningful no matter what I fill it with.

    But this annoys me because I am curious about the future, what will happen to humanity, what will happen to my children and perhaps subsequent generations, what will mankind come to know about the universe. I want to know! but this will be a secret to me.

  • Kevin Coyne

    (Previously in Swedish on this webbsite 2015)

    It’s been 10 years since Kevin Coyne’s voice fell silent. He died on December 2 2004. For those of you who don’t know him, he was above all a English musician and composer with a fantastic singing voice, but also a good writer, painter and filmmaker. In everything he did, he went his own way and always took a stand for the weak and odd in society. That’s why he never hit commercially.

    I saw him live in Uppsala 1979. A great concert. He performed with a fantastic band with a superb guitarist who I unfortunately do not remember the name of. Otherwise, he often performed alone together with a tape player or with a rhythm guitarist. I knew him well before this concert, had a few records, but was surprised by the energy and power he had live. Me and the rest of the audience, crowded of course (he had a large audience in Uppsala in the 70’s) were in ecstasy. This concert is one of my absolute highlights when it comes to concert experiences.

    But even though he’s not with us anymore, he’s still there to listen to and watch. There are some live clips with him on YouTube and many of his records are available at Spotify. His 1970s albums from ”Marjory Razorblade” (1973) to ”Millionaires and Teddy Bears” (1979) are perhaps the best and most listener-friendly, although much of his later productions are also very good, but perhaps a little harder to absorb. One of my favorite songs where he sings fantastically well is ”Sunday Morning Sunrise” from the album ”Matching Head and Feet” (1975). Give him a chance.

  • Graffiti study 1.1 (part 2:2)

    Opinions on how graffiti should be valued and assessed differ diametrically depending on who you are talking to. The practitioners themselves often consider it to be artistic activities, while others see painting as vandalism and a serious social problem. From a social constructivist perspective, a cultural relativist approach follows, that is, that the artistic value lies in the subject. Art is what someone defines as art and concepts such as good and bad art, fine culture and popular culture are irrelevant because the concepts do not have an objective basis.(1) Hägerström described this as moral propositions claiming nothing about reality and thus cannot be true or false. For a value judgment to be true, he said, this must be independent of the valuer (after Källström 1986:19ff). When we claim that something exists in an objective sense, we mean that we are claiming something about one of us independent reality. However, moral claims are entirely dependent on a certain feeling for us to formulate it. In other words, it does not make sense to compare different opinions about art and taste because the value is individual and lies in the inducing of a feeling, new ideas and perspectives of the individual viewer. My taste has nothing to do with the taste of others, and the main difference in this regard between me and a cultural reviewer is just that the latter gets paid to express his opinions.(2) From this perspective, comparisons between different people’s tastes become meaningless. In attempts at grading and evaluation, however, there are other purposes such as trying to legitimize one’s (”class”, ”culture” and the like) position in society by showing that one has a ”better taste”.(3)

    From this perspective, graffiti becomes an artistic form of expression for those who think so. Many commentators confuse graffiti as a form of expression with vandalism. It cannot be the expression itself that is the problem. However, if the graffiti is erected in the wrong place, it can become a crime. In other words, it is as absurd to be for or against graffiti as to be for or against Cubism, Expressionism, or any other art orientation. However, one can of course be opposed to vandalism, whether this is in the form of graffiti, an expressionist painting or a broken windowpane.

    What is described in this paper as graffiti culture should be understood as a subculture. The term subculture refers to a group united by common values, attitudes and patterns of action within a larger social entity (see, for example, definition in National Encyclopedia volume 17:391). Such a definition does not take a position on the extent to which members distance themselves from the laws and regulations of the rest of society. A subculture can be important for the individual in some respects, while in other contexts he/she is completely in line with the rules of society. A key question is how to define a subculture. For graffiti subculture, the question arises of what should be counted as a ”graffiti subcultural act”. For example, should theft of spray cans and “trashing” (smashing an entire commuter train carriage inside) count as part of the subculture? If you ask representatives of society’s institutions that work to counteract graffiti, the answer is often that this is the case, if you ask the graffiti artists themselves, you get different answers. Some of these consider trashing to be part of graffiti subculture because it is partly graffiti artists who commit such acts and because they usually also paint their ”tag” (pseudonym) on these occasions. Others believe that trashing is not part of the culture. Graffiti is about creating, not breaking. The same split among the painters exists when it comes to the theft of ”work materials”, especially spray cans and felt-tip pens. Several of the informants in the study believe that the graffiti becomes more fair if you steal the painting tools (cans and felt-tip pens). It should not be the availability of financial capital, and thus the opportunity to buy paint, that determines to what extent one is or becomes a good painter. Others think that how to get your color is not at all interesting. This is something outside the graffiti.

    In other words, graffiti artists can be said to be a heterogeneous group in terms of opinions and attitudes about, among other things, what constitutes graffiti culture. I will therefore continue to refer to what I perceive to be the very premise of the existence of this subculture; what unites the individuals who choose to join the culture, the lowest common denominator – the interest in the graffiti image.(4) This interest includes knowledge about the collective way of seeing, assessing and valuing the graffiti image, knowledge of technology, importance of location and knowledge of what gives status. Painting graffiti yourself is not a necessary criterion to be part of the culture, for example, there are young people who, by photographing and documenting graffiti, take part in the culture. However, the vast majority are active graffiti artists. In other words, trashing, shoplifting of paint cans and other serious crime will not further count as belonging to graffiti culture, but there are people in the culture who engage in such activities. The people who paint graffiti are predominantly young, which means that graffiti subculture also can be seen as a youth culture. Youth culture is its own established research field and will be discussed in section 1.3.

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    (1) Graffiti can be compared here to Douglas’s (1966) reasoning about dirt as matter at the wrong
    place. Soil from the discount becomes dirt when we pull it into the parquet floor. There is no absolute dirt. Graffiti on a subway train, based on this reasoning, becomes color in the wrong place.

    (2) Henry James describes this as saying that no aesthetic analysis can knock out the ”I like”
    test: ”Nothing will ever take the place of the good old fashion of ”liking” a work of art or
    not liking it: the most improved criticism will not abolish that primitive, that ultimate test.”
    (after Forser 2002:118)

    (3) Bourdieu said that taste is a distaste for the taste of others. (after Forser 2002:131)

    (4) Parallels can here be drawn to Bourdieu’s field theory where the individuals who are in the field must agree on what is important and worth fighting for. There is a lowest common denominator that even those who strive to enter the field must recognize as important. (Swartz 1997:125)

  • Graffiti study 1.1 (part 1:2)

    This is the first part om the introduction of my theses about graffiti from 2006 (translated into English). 

    1.1 Purpose and perspective (part 1:2)

    The phenomenon of graffiti is a social problem that every year causes great costs. The main purpose of this study is to try to identify the basic mechanisms underlying young people’s involvement in the graffiti culture. What motivates young people to paint graffiti illegally in the public environment despite the relatively high risks associated with the activity? Is this rational behavior? The practitioners’ own perspective is the starting point. The study is exploratory and is mainly based on interviews with graffiti artists and former graffiti artists. A second purpose has been to put the phenomenon in a societal perspective to highlight links and dependencies between the graffiti artists and the surrounding society. To this, people who work preventively against graffiti have been interviewed. Here, articles and statements in the media and other official publications have also played an important role. The starting point for the study has been graffiti as a phenomenon, not as a problem.

    In the study, three of the four levels of analysis that Layder (1993:71ff) describes in his research design have been taken as a starting point: self, setting and context. The level of analysis that constitutes the starting level is that which constitutes Layder’s third level, setting, which here is represented by the graffiti subculture. What this looks like and its internal logic are here the interesting questions. After that, the level of analysis is shifted to the individual, self. With the help of the knowledge gained at the previous level, the ambition here is to try to understand what this subculture serves for the individual. What do these people get out of participating in culture? Finally, the level of analysis is raised to a societal perspective, context. Questions raised here include the importance of society’s reaction to graffiti. The results of the study, I hope, will give the reader a picture of the graffiti phenomenon as both an understandable and interesting phenomenon.

    This study is done against a background of a social constructivist perspective (see, for example, Börjesson 2003, Burr 1995, Rorty 2003, Swartling 1998) which includes a skeptical view of knowledge and facts. Social knowledge is always a consequence of interpretations made based on the culture, society, the time we live in and our individual background. The philosopher Gadamer (Föllesdal, Wallöe, Elster 1990:147ff) describes this as that we never can be able to free ourselves from our horizon of understanding. Giddens (1976:79ff and 162) discusses this in terms of the double hermeneutics. Social sciences are based on social actors’ interpretations of themselves and the world in which they live. The researcher, in turn, interprets this interpretation from his perspective. Based on such reasoning, it seems difficult to defend that one interpretation should take precedence over another because there is no ”objectively” untended reality to fall back on or to search for. Reference to an objective world, objective or universal facts is ultimately about someone’s personal interpretation or opinion. What is studied is, as it has been expressed, ”dead”, before it has ended up, or rather placed, within a discourse and thus a context of meaning (Bergström &amp. Boréus 2000:257). Knowledge is relational and anti-essential. The philosopher Rorty (2003:73) describes this as that science and other exploration cannot be about coming to a truth, because even if it should exist a objective truth, we would not know when we reached it. Based on these described starting points, the aim of this thesis cannot be to describe the phenomenon of graffiti. Rather, the goal is to try to describe the picture that the study has led to for me and to describe it so that the reader himself will have an opportunity to assess it and hopefully see the conclusions drawn as both reasonable, interesting, and thought-provoking.

  • En gosse på tre

    En liten gosse på tre
    kommer jag alltid vara,
    som en dröm om livet och vad detta kan bli,
    alltid kommer spara.

    En dröm om lycka och värme,
    om någon som mig evig kärlek gav.
    Någon som bär mig genom tiden och
    till slut lägga ner mig i sin grav.

    Men vakna upp!
    Du är inte tre!
    Låt dem som är barn
    istället vara det.

    Det är du som är stor
    som ska ge liv åt ditt barns dröm,
    och skapa den trygghet och tillit
    som ska bli dess livs slitstarka söm.

    Vakna upp!
    Du som är vuxen är skyldig att vara,
    och inte leva ditt liv,
    i någon slags dvala.

    Hoppa på ett nytt tåg
    och se vart det går.
    Tiden är knapp,
    ändstationen kommer bli din bår.

  • Hur många år måste förflyta innan massmördare kan omdefinieras till folkhjältar?

    Detta kan nog bero på i vilken kontext morden begåtts och vem som skriver historien. För oss här i Sverige kan vi dock konstatera att våra egna berömda massmördare, Vikingarna, passerat denna magiska gräns för många år sedan.

    Vikingarna, som när det begav sig för drygt 1000 år sedan, mördade och massakrerade försvarslösa män, kvinnor och barn, slog ihjäl munkar, brände ner byar och kloster, rövade och stal. Förfäder till oss som har större likheter med Tysklands nazister under 1930- och 40-talen än med den bild av att vara ett fredsälskande folk som vi svenskar idag gärna vill kännas vid.

    Det absurda är att vi, trots detta, ser på dessa vikingaförfäder med stolthet. Vi matas ständigt, i skola, litteratur, film och genom tv-dokumentärer, med deras bravader, inte med fokus på att de åkte runt och begick hemska våldshandlingar, utan utifrån att de var tuffa globetrotters som väckte respekt runt om i världen. Detta perspektiv för vi vidare mellan generationer, bland annat genom att vi ger våra barn vikingahjälmar och svärd att leka med.

    När Sveriges populäraste dansband genom tiderna, dansbandet Vikingarna, har varit uppkallat efter dessa massmördare och ingen reflekterar över det absurda och morbida i att de framförde sitt kärleksbudskap med en koppling till dessa förfäder, då kan man nog det sägas att omvandlingen är fullbordad.